| | Current Music: | Iron and Wine- Such Great Heights | | Current Location: | room, my haven | | Time: | 04:46 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) crappy |
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| | Sorry I haven't written in this for a while I know all you people out there have been just sitting on the edge of your seats (laughs sarcastically). Anyway dad finally came back friday. Nobody's really sure where he was but of course mom's prevailling theory is with "the whore". oh yeah, btw, who is this whore and when did she enter into our household vernacular? Anyway I can't wait for school to be over. My teachers are all tools, and the fucking jocks are always giving me shit. Yesterday somebody stole my PERSONAL poetry notebook and apparently they were reading it aloud in the football lockerroom. Nobody fucking gets me. I swear sometimes I don't know which is worse the hell that is school or my fucked up home life the only place I really feel safe anymore is in my room with Sophie. I know i've probably already said this but if anything happened to Sophie. I just don't think I could go on. In other news jen's got a new boyfreind, i think his name's dave bosley or some shit like that but he makes everybody call him d-bos. Basically he's an upper class suburban thug with hip-hop dillusions of grandeur. Oh yeah by the way he's fucking twenty years old, jen's sixteen; that'll end well. Anyway if if me and Sophie are disturbed at three in the morning by his mufflerless geo metro one more time i'm just going to snap. Well anyway that's whats going on in my "life". | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | Bright Eyes- Something Vague | | Current Location: | room | | Time: | 02:23 am | | Current Mood: | morose |
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| So I'm starting this journal so I have a place to vent about all this shit that seems to be happening to me all of a sudden. Maybe somebody will read it if anybody even fucking cares. Anyway today mom and dad got into another fight. I don't even remember what it was about. Does it even matter, I think they just like fighting. They've got their usual list of topics, me, jen, money, grandma etc. and once they get started they can go on for hours. Anyway something got them started this afternoon, it ended up with mom throwing a mug and barely missing dad. Dad just stormed out and drove off. he didn't say where he was going and he's been gone for almost twelve hours now. I heard mom talking to one of her freinds on the phone and she said he probably, "went to visist his whore". But he's probably just drinking again, tommorow morning we'll find him passed out on the sofa. Sometimes I just don't know how I hold it together around here, thank god for Sophie (my siamese cat- were best freinds!) I dont know if I could put up with everybody's shit if i didn't have Sophie to confide in, sometimes I think she's the only one who really understands me. Anyway I'll probably update tommorow
P.S. Sophie I love you <3 <3 <3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
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